huaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

i miss my blog.sumpah,i don't know how to describe how busy i am.
hurm.there's so many things happened.things changed.a lot.i mean it.
friends,family,school,band and especially him,i mean fadil.

friends: i am getting closer to naqiah,sheken and itu makcik gila,shafiqah.
they are crazy.super crazy!

family: my father now got something to do with his project at KL.Plus,my brother Ulin is no longer stay with us.he is now an independent boy i guess.sometimes i think my house is no longer a safe place to stay.house a bit lonely.i miss my family.
school: oh my god.i don't believe that i'll be taking the SPM sooner.ohohoh.i need more time to prepare.i procastinate all the way.i ignore my homeworks.i need to change.but i don't know how to start.uh.
SIGS band: no comment.we try our best to satisfy these people.it's not easy as ABC.we need time.the time!this year is the most tough year i had.i thought form 5,i'll be relax a bit.it proo me wrong.i miss the seniors.
him: time change everything.the last december i had was the most wonderful holiday.i am getting close to him.friends told me not to have the feeling towards him.but i don't know why,it's so hard to forget him.and i wonder why i like this boy so much.he got nothing even the future.please don't tell me why macamana cek yadha boleh sangkut dgn ini budak.i try not to call him.i try my best.then i decide to give myHAPPY to my friends.let them use so that tangan cek tak gatalgatal nak telepon dia.please fadil,if you don't like me,don't give me hope.i am not sure.if he don't like me,why he says something that i can say he likes me.January,i struggle a lot.only GOD knows.but then,the feeling dissappear a bit.a bit.a bit.yes i miss him.i do miss him.everything i do seems wrong.sounds poyo.but this is what i feel.i call him yesterday.things changed like i said.i gave up.so,move on.that is the only thing i can do.yes,iam moving on...
gone with the wind,i guess

but it's okay as long as i have my friend and my family i still can survive! :) that's the good thing.
yes i'll be missing him.but its alright.cekyadha,focus on your exam next week.i love my job as student.hahaha :)

before i forget,i cut my hair.i like it.sometimes.sorry cekyah.but anyway thanks naqiya for the hair.here are some pics with naqiyah

with sheken

that's all for now. :)