again.

yesterday was nothing actually.
things happened like usual.tuition,makan,minum,mandi.all the same.
until the evening came,i felt something.i don't know how to describe it.the feeling is like;sad,happy,dissapointed.
i saw HIM,yesterday.i felt happy,but at the same time,i felt sad.happy because it's been a long time i didn't see him.sad because it'll never be the same.i mean,what we did before this.he changed a lot.maybe he just like that.he saw me too.he say no words to me.that's makes me dissapointed.well at least HI is enough.i don't know what to do.again,i can't sleep.i just want to scream and say "hey,you fool!don't ever and ever come to my mind!"
i wait in the cold,windy night.wait if he call.
the last night he leave a missed call.idk what that means.but
again,i'm wrong.

almost lover song by a fine frenzy just suits me.

"Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind.Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do